Like so many others, i know we have a chance on Wednesday, i know we have a chance in the play offs, but right now it just feels like we have nothing.
I think part of the reason it feels so bad is we can't be there to see it, we couldn't all let out the frustration at full time, all you can do is turn the TV over and try and get on with your day.
In 2015 when we reached the date that Marty McFly travelled forwards in time to in back to the future 2 people started looking at how things had changed in that 30 years. I saw a published list of total points accumulated by pro clubs In 30 years from 1985-2015. Brentford sat proudly at around 6-7th in the list behind habitual winners Man Unt, Liverpool and Chelsea.
How could that be, how could a team that had offered nothing but heartache and failure at the last hurdle have won more points than anyone else? The answer is simple, 8 play off defeats means 8 seasons finishing 2nd-6th, throw in 2 league 2 championships, 1 league one championship and one automatic promotion to the championship and you have in total 12 seasons where we have won most of our games.
Why do we go to football? to win games, if you support Brentford then the chances are you will be more likely happy on a Saturday night than sad.
However those awful moments against Reading and Doncaster and the 6 play off and cup final defeats are hard to take, it rips your heart out and it’s hard to see anything other than the same old same old.
Well, I have news for you. New Brentford lost the play off final, new Brentford got promoted the next season, New Brentford didn’t go straight back down again it became one of the most talked about clubs in the country and stayed put kicking the arse of the big boys time and time again. We lost in the play offs to boro, nobody cared because we couldn’t believe we were there.
This season we have been gifted an open goal, a once in a life time opportunity and we blew
it with help from a plucky Stoke and a hapless ref, we feel cheated and it rings so true of the old Brentford and the Brentford innit slogan that has haunted so many over the years. However I would point something out, Sheff Unt have also lost 8 out of 8 play offs, look at them now, Reading have lost 4 finals but have also had their day in the premier league.
Like you I just can’t see it happening on Wednesday and I am dreading the play offs, I am preparing myself for defeat for self preservation, I don’t want to feel like yesterday again for a while thanks.
However the one thing I know for sure, MB is a winner, in business and in football. He is one person who can take this defeat and do something about it as he has proven here in the past and at FCM. If this season ends in misery we will sell a couple of players but next season in the new ground will be special and we will be up there again I sure of it.
However in the meantime the brilliance of this team might just surprise you. A decent ref is all we need to win the pay offs.